Scuba Steven, M.D.

Steve plays dumb most of the time, but this dog is incredibly smart.  He knows what I mean when I talk to him.  I've noticed him staring at me and when I turn to look at him, he raises his head and lifts his ears, observing my every move.  Trevor does this too, but Steve does it most often.  He is a pretty good judge of character in people.   He has definitely protected me in many situations.  Steve protected me from my creepy ass neighbor.  The man walked up to us and Steve dropped to the ground and started growling.  When we walk to the park and strangers approach us, Steve walks closer to me.  It's as if he's saying 'stay behind me, Mom.  I'll check them out and make sure they're safe for ya.'  I love this dog and I'm going to do everything in my power to ensure his happiness.  He has protected me for almost 2 years and I'm going to protect him for the rest of his life. :)


~Nancy Drew

Lonely

I miss this beautiful woman.

~Nancy Drew

Steve loves Brittanney

Steve missed Brittanney so much that decided to be her lap dog.  I'll have to admit, I got a little jealous.  But it was very sweet watching Steve get up on Brittanney's lap while she was relaxing in the recliner after work.  I know he would miss her if she was gone for more than a day... and so would I.

~Nancy Drew

Yum?

McNugget is growing like a little weed.  This was about a week or so ago and he already looks twice as big.  His feathers are coming in and he's getting a nice little attitude... just like Mommy. :)

~Nancy Drew

I made a Gay Discovery

Today I had an incredible discovery.  Incredible, yes.... but only because I knew it all along.

Brittanney and I had a talk this evening and I started to cry.  Everything fell into place and I got slapped with the realization that I've never really been straight or bisexual.  I've always been gay and I've been lying to myself for years.  All of the relationships that I've had in the past felt like there was something missing.  That wasn't only because I was with the wrong person for me, it was because I was with a male.  

I remember being attracted to women at a young age and having a t.v. crush on a girl while I was in high school.  The last two relationships I've had with men were lies.  Yes, they made me happy because we were friends, but something was definitely missing.  I tried talking to Neil about this several months before we broke up.  In the end, I decided that I wanted to date a girl more than I wanted to be with Neil so, I broke up with him.  I miss him because he was my best friend and an amazing person, but I know I made the right decision.  I would never be completely in love if I had stayed.  It wasn't fair to him and it wasn't fair to me.   

So, here I am.  Gay, Lesbian, Non-breeder, and honest.  I'm finally honest with myself.  Look out, ladies.  No homo.

Yay for gay.  I love rainbows.

~Nancy Drew

Julia/Dance/Zumba

Julia is at it again... This time she added in a tad bit of Zumba dance... She needs to broadcast this shit on ustream.  I would die happy if I could watch this everyday... or at least die from laughing.  

Click here to read Julia's blog

I love that girl.

~Nancy Drew