I begged for someone to wow me and they certainly did. I've had a really bad feeling in my gut for weeks and for good reason. Where do I go from here? I wish I could disappear. I've said that before without real meaning. I've never meant it more than right now. Never before have I ever felt more unloved, unappreciated, unwanted, and alone.
We all know that life is unfair....but how long do people feel this way? When do I get my moment that I've been waiting for?
I think I'm a good person. I really do. I will give up what I have to help someone who needs it. I always try to think ahead to make things easier on the people who are around me. And yet, I am a bitch. If I am a bitch for being upset over the things that upset me, then so be it. Hi, I'm Nancy Drew and I'm a bitch. Did that wow you?