I hate to shop. Sometimes, I love it but most of the time, I hate it. The highlight of my day today was scoring some $0.25 sour cream at the grocery store. Majority of my day, I sat and stared at nothing and cried. I took a nap this afternoon and I woke up laughing. That was a good sign that maybe I'll make it through this.
I'm not sure if it was my diet or just being depressed, but whatever it was, it worked. Today, I wore pants that I've never been able to fit before. I bought them too small and never returned them to the store. They were actually pretty loose today. Maybe THAT was the highlight of my day.
I want to go to work and be normal. I just want to feel better.